I'm in hell without you here, feels like I'm doing time
Shut down I tear myself apart tonight
Rotted out within and out, left over cast aside
For what it's worth, I'm worthless, dead inside

Just when I had found some scrap of self-assurance you
distanced yourself, kicked me down so deep
Of this wasted life there's nothing that I wouldn't give
to hold you one more time and hear you sleep

Living on hope that you'll come back to me
Knock on wood so hard that my knuckles bleed
All of this shit in my head would let me be
if I could just get some sleep

And I know someday I'll be through with all this pain and hurting
But now, it's just this one night that feels so uncertain
I know someday I'll be through with all this pain and hurting
But now, it's just this one night that feels so uncertain